Let’s face it, I ain’t gettin’ any younger

School’s a bit of a drag but hasn’t it always been? I don’t know why it has been such a hassle to keep motivated. I guess my priorities are just elsewhere.

I found something that I really really like to do but here’s my dilemma: It isn’t necessarily a career. There are people who have made careers out of it. My, well, I don’t know if I can call him a mentor, but the man with the plan, is doing so. He’s got a wife, a family, a house, and seems to live pretty comfortably. That’s all I really ask for in life. Screw the cars or the expensive bikes. I would get rid of it all for a comfortable life with a loving family.

Luckily, I’ve got some time.

We’ve all got problems, I take it. I feel kind of lucky that mine are not too intense. If this is the most difficult thing I go through this year then I will consider myself lucky. We’re all human, we’ve all got something to work through. That’s life, ain’t it? I’ve come to realize that life isn’t about complaining. I have made it a resolution not to. You’ve got my word.

So, for now, I kind of sabotaged my current school term (with an amazingly nonchalant attitude) but have done the opposite with my work life. I’ve decided to take the next step with Peet’s. Things are kind of slowly making their way in to motion. Eight weeks off or something like that. We’ll see, I guess.